For a sudden reason something is missing. Could be the fall must be the moon? School is getting intense, the rain hits, I am cold and I just wanna go home and watch movies under my blankets. Yet Vancouver is everything I dreamed of [I think] and I dont want to leave. The future is impending, but nobody else seems to freak out about it. I didnt use to freak out about it either. Its safe right now but what about tomorrow? 


Expectations expectations expectations. 
Job. 
even worse: CAREER
job=getting up early= less free time [I am taking econ this semester so all these equation marks feel good] 


This helps sometimes.